Hello my friends! Today I am back in the saddle again, for anyone that is at a crossroads in their lives, here was a particular one in my life a bit ago..My mate of 2.5 years left, now while not a long time, emotions were built. After 5 months of depression, which wasn’t told to me just blew it on me one night after almost cheating on me (which was also told to me). Which ruined my Sunday, I was at a riveting church sermon, and well I was in a great mood when I come home to a text message, saying that I was almost cheated on, and that we have to have a long and hard talk the next day. The next day everything was laid out, and well I just lost it, the next day we talked again, and well, we..rather not me.. Decided on a “break” from the relationship for a little bit, but of course I wasn’t told that the intention was to break up but yet leave a door open if I was wanted again. And well, I lost it for days, then I went on the FIRST vacation in 11 years, and then they put it on me that no, its not a break, but a breakup. Soo happy vacation, didn’t enjoy Hershey one bit. The only thing that really helped was cling to what I believed in, and ask for strength and to be able to move on or what ever I am supposed to do. And, well.. Im not saddened by what went down anymore honestly, I am a little mad that someone would lie like that, but not upset, to tell you the truth I am actually quite happy as of late! But, really what this post was about was that, you have to have strength in these matters guys and gals! Time passes and I am stronger for every single experience, rather positive or negative.. In my next post, as of now! (First post of the day, I just hope that this will help someone out there, because that’s what I love to do).
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