Well I am alive,

Sorry about the long and un announced absence, ive been having a lot of pain in my neck, wrists and bad leg, and I have honestly been a bit upset…I worked for the last few weeks on 1 assignment and I am scared half to death at the moment that I will get below a B Seriously I have never EVER done half as good as I do here, I always got D’s and C’s…I feel like that amazing student that used to make fun of me, and was a source of pride but anyway…

I have carpel tunnel, I have a bad ankle and knee, and I was in a car accident a few years ago, my darn neck has whiplash x.x the changing weather is making A LOT of pain.
And as of late I have been feeling a bit…Slouched, I am a Christian, you guys polly don’ t know that, and welll. They say you can’t be Gay and a Christian, and I have been pondering this, for a while, and I have been…Having a terrible time until something came to me a week or so at most ago… After going to communion and such, im fine, everyone's fine. It might not seem important to people but to me, it was VERY important, because well, you guys can guess haha. But anyway, now im at peace, and for freaks sake I am happy as heck ahahaha. Right now I am feeling like I am passing out, buuut that’s alright, im cleaning up a little, and I am going to start posting again today~ Thank you all for being awesome. Rk signing off, have a great day world!

Another Blog;

I have started another one, but no it isn't meant to replace this one bit. Its meant to help me get un-lazifyed at drawing http://draweverydayordie.blogspot.com/ it wasn’t long enough to say or die trying sadly. But that’s alright! I will in all honesty post more often then I have been, because I will be getting more into blogging and such..ANYWAY! Haha, get on with your great lives people! And thanks .

Sincerely,

Rk.

As of now

Well, I have been great actually, though I have psoriasis..SO that has come back out of remission… I still have a bad back and neck, but you know what I'm alive so there, I'm actually happy, and not stressed out by my ex’s mood swings and having to walk on eggshells. You never really notice what a situation is like until you are gone from it, and at the time I didn’t want to be gone, but hell am I happy now! Though I seem to be notable to eat anything, which sucks but all right. Found some friends, loving life, and continuing down the road that I am destined for, but just..So you guys know that’s where I have been as of late, I’ve been licking some wounds and such, have great days!

Going through heartbreak/pain?

Hello my friends! Today I am back in the saddle again, for anyone that is at a crossroads in their lives, here was a particular one in my life a bit ago..My mate of 2.5 years left, now while not a long time, emotions were built. After 5 months of depression, which wasn’t told to me just blew it on me one night after almost cheating on me (which was also told to me). Which ruined my Sunday, I was at a riveting church sermon, and well I was in a great mood when I come home to a text message, saying that I was almost cheated on, and that we have to have a long and hard talk the next day. The next day everything was laid out, and well I just lost it, the next day we talked again, and well, we..rather not me.. Decided on a “break” from the relationship for a little bit, but of course I wasn’t told that the intention was to break up but yet leave a door open if I was wanted again. And well, I lost it for days, then I went on the FIRST vacation in 11 years, and then they put it on me that no, its not a break, but a breakup. Soo happy vacation, didn’t enjoy Hershey one bit. The only thing that really helped was cling to what I believed in, and ask for strength and to be able to move on or what ever I am supposed to do. And, well.. Im not saddened by what went down anymore honestly, I am a little mad that someone would lie like that, but not upset, to tell you the truth I am actually quite happy as of late! But, really what this post was about was that, you have to have strength in these matters guys and gals! Time passes and I am stronger for every single experience, rather positive or negative.. In my next post, as of now! (First post of the day, I just hope that this will help someone out there, because that’s what I love to do).

Guess whom this will be?

Fun sketch so far, Im hopeing I don’t screw up hahaha, guess who this will be, it’s a character from one of my favorite RPGs…….. Took 2-3 minutes so far

Time, and Time again.

Things happen, things repeat them selves. Where does everything go? I don't know. SO today I broke up with my mate..’Scuse me Ex-Mate, and..I think I'm going to be ok.. Had a HUGE fight with my brother today, just over things, man I am sick of him rolling in and out of my life, he goes and comes back. I used to be affected by it a lot worse, but now I don’t really care too much. What I do care about is seeing him hurt my father each time he falls into the noose, he starts thinking “Hay..maybe me and him will have a good relationship after all!” And WHAM he stops coming around, and not because anyone said anything, because he doesn’t want too. Seriously guys, does anyone else have family that comes and goes? Like aloof sort of like a cat I suppose, of course dad loves him but I hates that he sees him a few months then he leaves for almost a year or more. Now this wouldn’t be too bad if he didn’t live 3 miles away, we try to call him but..No avail..SOO What ever happens happens, and life does go on. Just got to calm down, made mom lose her goose on it this time. Well peace out,

Ronin~

Well, Busy as a bee

Truly this has been a busy time, I got my first grade back a while ago, I got an A It was awesome haha. There really isn't anything amazing or funny that happened though a few days ago my dog put her butt in my face while I was sleeping..but that’s pretty normal..We had a sleep over/birthday party for my dog and her brother a few days ago, they never got along after we adopted them but they were perfectly good, though she's the smaller of the two (My dog) She make her brother her bitch, she wouldn’t let him do anything to me xD It was adorable, though its funny to see a bigger dog that reminds you of your own. Also he has OCD so we shone a light on the roof and he stared and ran after it, then he stood on his back paws/stood looking for it after it was gone for the rest of the night, twas funny haha. As you can tell I am very busy and I am sorry for the infrequent updates n_n; BUT Hopefully I can put some more rage on the page! Or something of the sorta.

But what I have to say is, if you’re a jet you’re a jet….Wow I am lame. /disapoint