As of now

Well, I have been great actually, though I have psoriasis..SO that has come back out of remission… I still have a bad back and neck, but you know what I'm alive so there, I'm actually happy, and not stressed out by my ex’s mood swings and having to walk on eggshells. You never really notice what a situation is like until you are gone from it, and at the time I didn’t want to be gone, but hell am I happy now! Though I seem to be notable to eat anything, which sucks but all right. Found some friends, loving life, and continuing down the road that I am destined for, but just..So you guys know that’s where I have been as of late, I’ve been licking some wounds and such, have great days!

Going through heartbreak/pain?

Hello my friends! Today I am back in the saddle again, for anyone that is at a crossroads in their lives, here was a particular one in my life a bit ago..My mate of 2.5 years left, now while not a long time, emotions were built. After 5 months of depression, which wasn’t told to me just blew it on me one night after almost cheating on me (which was also told to me). Which ruined my Sunday, I was at a riveting church sermon, and well I was in a great mood when I come home to a text message, saying that I was almost cheated on, and that we have to have a long and hard talk the next day. The next day everything was laid out, and well I just lost it, the next day we talked again, and well, we..rather not me.. Decided on a “break” from the relationship for a little bit, but of course I wasn’t told that the intention was to break up but yet leave a door open if I was wanted again. And well, I lost it for days, then I went on the FIRST vacation in 11 years, and then they put it on me that no, its not a break, but a breakup. Soo happy vacation, didn’t enjoy Hershey one bit. The only thing that really helped was cling to what I believed in, and ask for strength and to be able to move on or what ever I am supposed to do. And, well.. Im not saddened by what went down anymore honestly, I am a little mad that someone would lie like that, but not upset, to tell you the truth I am actually quite happy as of late! But, really what this post was about was that, you have to have strength in these matters guys and gals! Time passes and I am stronger for every single experience, rather positive or negative.. In my next post, as of now! (First post of the day, I just hope that this will help someone out there, because that’s what I love to do).