Mt.Dew Supernova...

Well this is mostly a throwaway post, but one that is great to me...I LOVE Mt.Dew Supernova, I remember when they first ran it 2 years ago, I was alone, I was hateful, and I was just purely miserable. Its a sort of, black lining to the, oddly orgasmic(to me) Soda. Now I am not lonely, I am not so mean, and I am pretty alright other than depression, so it sort of gives me a feeling that. "Hell your depression is bad, that is true but it WILL get better." :) And for that I am quite glad!

Now for the 2nd part! Today I was sitting on the porch of our apartment house..thing(Seprate building, used to rent it out). And I found out that we have birds...above where I was standing, well luckily (I have no Idea how I didn't notice earlier), I saw a bird drop on the ground RIIIIGHT next to me, and then I was the hell out of there haha, luckily I moved, I looked back and one of the darn birds would of craped on me had I not moved.. So I feel rather lucky today :) Got a wonderful pop, thought of my past a bit, feeling sort of more enlightened towards the world. Well for now after this slight check in I am going to go for a few :), I wish you a wonderful evening/day!! (PS, Im sorry nothing really interesting happened ok? XD)

Wow great day, but yet not so great.

Today I found out that my grandfather is bruised and bloodied up and he doesn't even know how it happened.. They think he might have had a seizure, but me and my mother think otherwise. My grandfather drinks quite a bit… And he is only aloud 2 “nips” at the bar, sometimes he has more but he doesn't want to admit it..We think he had too many nips, fell and then is saying he can’t remember,becayse he gets in trouble if he drinks more than one…Its something he would do its hard to explain, today I am going to visit him as I usually do on Saturdays (Of course with grandma haha), she ended up hurting her back yesterday –_-; but anyway, I honestly think he just got really drunk..lol.

And now for the good news, I got a scholarship to art instruction schools~ They said im above average, I guess that’s alright but I can’t explain why I don’t feel like I deserve it, I just wanted to see the prices of the course I don’t feel worthy …What's wrong with me lol. Anyway..I am tiered from getting 5 hours of sleep last night..annnnd I am getting a chuckle out of shrek1, haven't seen it in years Peace out for the moment!

Yawn~

Sunburns hurt amirite? I am literally red! Its quite amazing its like I am a giant lobster! Which feels ironic is a way not really known…Anyway, down to business, today I was bored, went outside to find something to do, and somehow stayed out for 4 hours without putting sun lotion on my arms which I usually have covered up lol. I took some rather nice pictures though, everything is FINNALY in bloom!!! After having snow the other day (wtf?), we have FINNALY gotten it to be about 60-70( F ) here..Finally lol.

I sent in some forms and on my way home yesterday from walking I met a very strange man, he was wearing a bandana and smelled like Oregano mixed with Tofu, like you smell at health food stores…Seriously some of them give away food baked with that stuff as samples…Yikes. Anyway back on track; He was walking around and stopped me by saying “I can change your life, here take this coin and give it to the next person you see.” I looked at it, and off he ran, later I found out that he took the dollar bill I had in my pocket –_-… Honestly he freakin snatched it out of my pocket! There went my stamp money… But luckily for me I forgot to read that it didn't require a stamp to send it into the artschool…Sooo that was nice But..Honestly is stealing worth a buck? Morally and by the law, it certainly isn't lol. “I took a buck, I had to pay 500” or something like that…What ever, that guy was scary…Oh he gave me a nickel… Sooo..I lost $.95, oh well its not anything to be upset about .